"'I despise nationalism, whether it be British, White Racist or Martian. I firmly believe that the human race, in 5,000 or 50,000 years will be a uniform coffee-colour with a pleasing tinge of yellow and I lustfully believe in accelerating the process. My Scottish friends warn me against English Nationalism; my McNeil mother would giggle.
I fear that I am polluted by the racism of my society. I recall the sense of shock I felt in Rhodesia, after working six months in South Africa, when I turned around in a bar and saw a black face that was not serving me. I fear to analyse the sense of culture shock I feel in Southall and Brixton, although I have been in love and lived with black women and shared my home for eighteen months with a black friend from the Bahamas who first stunned and then intrigued my National Front friends as we all argued into the night.'" - page 9